If you want to see God's best, it is important you accept His love and receive His call. You are loved and treasured by Him and despite your weaknesses, you have a purpose, which was assigned by your Savior before you were born. The Lord is not seeking a perfect woman - you were chosen from the beginning; that is why it is important you leave all bitterness and sadness so you can value what God has for you. Don't despise the mission He designed for you before He created the world.